Be Calm. God Awaits You at the Door. – Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Five Years Ago, Today.
I continue to promise you this, dearest Michael:
I promise to stand here and live this life as fully, presently, and consciously as possible.
Your eyes will continue to see what I see.
Your heart will experience the infinite Love surrounding me and the boys.
I will see not only what you may not; but I will continue to see more clearly what you always wished I would.
Thank you for leading me to this point, where I can see myself, through your eyes.
Even when I have questions.
Even when I don’t see clearly.
The answers come.
The light shines.
The Love exists.
Always.
I miss you. Every. Single. Day.