Be Calm. God Awaits You at the Door. – Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Five Years Ago, Today.

I continue to promise you this, dearest Michael:

I promise to stand here and live this life as fully, presently, and consciously as possible. 

Your eyes will continue to see what I see. 

Your heart will experience the infinite Love surrounding me and the boys. 

I will see not only what you may not; but I will continue to see more clearly what you always wished I would. 

Thank you for leading me to this point, where I can see myself, through your eyes. 

Even when I have questions. 

Even when I don’t see clearly.

The answers come. 

The light shines.

The Love exists. 


I miss you. Every. Single. Day.